Tara tries positive thinking

I previously solicited prayers and positive thoughts for my husband while he applies to graduate school to obtain a master's in teaching or the equivalent. He's officially sent in a few applications and is finishing up the rest. If you feel so moved, please continue your prayers and positive thoughts (thank you, thank you, thank you).

You've likely heard the mantra "hope for the best, but expect the worst." I suppose this is close to my usual life approach, except to truly hope it can't be held back by expectations. So I usually just end up expecting the worst, mostly because of pride - when the worst happens I can then say "I knew it." A blow to my pride really is my greatest pain, which is kind of sad for a girl who is often an airhead (and obviously a little egocentric). These negative expectations combined with my airheadedness makes me a ton of fun to hang out with.

But.

I'm going to think positive about this. No, really.

We've aimed high, so it will be a big deal for Tim to get into any of the colleges he's applied to, so imagining any acceptance letter solicits a joyful response. I like this feeling. I'm going to focus on it - not on any negative feeling. Putting this in writing now holds me accountable. I'm talking irresponsible optimism here. Join me?